What?

Just found out Ronnie is leaving on a jet plane very soon to go somewhere and I can't breathe . . . it's all okay and completely safe but I am not ready. We are having horrible weather and I am not a huge fan of driving here as it is much less in blizzard like conditions, we just got back from this trip, and I don't feel nearly settled enough right now to be here with just lil miss and myself. I am having a very stressful semester and really don't need any other distractions quite frankly. I have been looking at the calendar for the past hour and I do believe he will miss every.single.stinkin'.holiday we will have this year. Seriously Lord, right now?? Please pray...